These two months is entirely erratic, my moods fluctuates up and down with no pattern. One minute I am ok and fine, and the next I'm angsty and feels like dying or something. One moment I smile and laugh, the next I'm feeling hysterical and feels like breaking down in tears or having a meltdown by screaming/yelling at nothing and absolutely everything. It really really makes me question my sanity if nothing else... to top it off with the stress that comes in from work... it's a miracle that it haven't drove me to the point of needing a shrink.
在这里，也许你会看到，“听到”许许多多会让你觉得是种“折磨”的东西。 又或者，你们会觉得你们遇到了知音人。。。 再或者，你们也可以把我当成跟‘五色鸡头’一样是个来自火星的人！在最后，我要说的就是“仁慈的光明神是会原谅人们的一切罪恶的！”