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I don't know how to say this but I'm feeling fed up beyond reasoning. Its' only another 6 weeks ++ to be free from this hellhole, provided they find a replacement soon. I had had enough of dealing with all these never ending pile of paperwork, and worse dealing with ppl who simply do not go by the SOP. Additionally, ppl who leave me note over the weekend, didn't write their name down and expect me to know just what the hell is going on and whom wrote the note. Which, in actuality ... I had no idea of it... I'm so sick and tired of dealing with all these nonsense ... can't they let me live my last few weeks here in peace?!!!! 12 Jan, this coming Thursday there's a company year end dinner ... I have to be there even, not that I mind being there if I had enjoy the job. Thing is, I do not enjoy ... In fact, I dreaded my work daily. What kind of expression should I adopted to face them all? The thought of it makes me damn sian lor ... Argh!!!!

Right, I'm 2nd month past into my new job. The stress level is getting tone down, so perhaps I am finally adjusted to the environment here? Though, there are times whereby anxiety caught up with me but I'm no longer breaking down. Which is good, I supposed? Criticism and lectures comes every now and then, and I just nodded and commented that I shall take note of that in future. Still, there are little things that I forget every now and then, wondering I should write it down and post in front of the notice board that I will see each time I look up. A bit lame, but its' just the little things that I forgot most of the times ... I welcome the year 2012 which is coming in another week time, but am a little reluctant to leave behind the year 2011. Reason is stupid, cause it meant lesser holidays that falls on Sunday ... Silly right? Still, yeah looking at the calender for 2012 I get a little gloomy ... Except for the Month January which have loads of holidays (New Year ...

This blog is half-dead I know, but I am too lazy to blog at home. I don't think its' safe to blog at work. Nonetheless, I can't stand it any longer ... its' not wise to use facebook as a blog so here I am. Sometimes I can't understand myself -In fact, till now I don't know myself I would say. I wonder if there's anyone around who could really know who I am ... I felt like I'm in a mist of fog; not knowing how or why I'm here. I have no objectives in life, no goals and no aims. I felt simply empty and goes about the daily life simply. Yes, I fret and experience normal feelings that human beings does but still I don't know why I'm feeling all those feelings, its' like there's no reason behind it. I get the urge to cry at times, but I can't seemed to see a logic reason behind my urge to suddenly cry. Sometimes I worry, but don;t know I'm worrying about what ... During schooling days, Its' just a routine for me. I neve...

Right, long time no update ... Well actually not very long lah, only about 2 months not updating this blog. Initially I thought of updating last night but I'm lazy so drag until now while waiting for Taiwan supplier mail to come in. Okay, I should be in Bedok but somehow I'm not ... the boss changes his mind, and only Friday needs to be at Bedok . Paperwork done in Tanjong Pagar ...stupid right? Issue aside, just something new ... I'm changing my jobs soon. In fact, I had already tendered in my resignation letter with 1 month notice - my last day with this company is until 19 October 2011. This time around, the job search went nicely as compared to the last time around. Mainly because this time I don't apply to jobs randomly, I look through the job scope throughly and spend good old time considering about the duties as well as location before making up my mind to send out the applications. 4 applications and 2 job interviews later, I got myself a new job. The 4 appl...

Okay, so I'm apparently not dead yet ... though I very much wished that I'm dead. Apparently, sometime during next month I'll be transferring to the Bedok Branch ... on long term basis. Ordering of course would be shifted to Bedok side as well ... Lucky not every day on night shift ... I'll be on mid-shift, usually 10-7pm (on thurs/Fri) and then 11-8pm on Mon to Wed. Off day most likely would be on Sunday. Sian lor, travel so long ... 1.5 hour there and 1.5 hr back ...T.T Company only going to subsidy 50% of the transportation fee ... and no more up to date TVB shows, must wait for Angie to go back Tg Pg once in a while then can lend home to watch the new shows... Starting tomorrow must bring back lots of shows to store liao D: Haiz, never mind ... shall start packing up the stuff to be bring over on Friday. Tomorrow is going off early to have dinner with XH and gang to celebrate Evelyn's birthday. I finally went and shop for Eve's present last we...

... I know I have not been updating for ages ... but well, 1st I'm lazy and 2nd dunno what to update about. 最近我再度地迷恋上了清穿文 。。。 原因则是因为看了2011年度由湖南卫视所开拍的清穿剧《宫锁心玉》的缘故。 因为看了这出剧，35集用了我3天时间 - 我再次迷上了清穿文。 无论是四爷党或者是八爷党都好。 我记得当初刚开始看的时候，是从晋江网上的那三大山看起的 。。。 先是13党的《梦回大清》，紧接着是《步步惊心》，最后才是《瑶华》。 看过了这些之后，我从最开始迷上的13爷文看起 。。。 不过因为当时很多都还没有完结，所以看到一半就没有往下看了。 紧接着我就迷上了八爷党， 看过很多。。。不过最终给我留下深刻印象的要算是《三生石上旧精魂》 - 这个我看到哭了。 很感人，但结局也很悲。 不过这是理所当然的，因为八爷党的没有一个在历史上是有好下场的。 紧接着，看腻了八爷我就把目光转向了九爷。 要说99的文内， 给我留下深刻印象的估计就是《清秋一梦》了。 这个文我一共看了2次，真的很好看。 是我会推荐的！ 再说草包十， 这要算起来他的文还真的实在是少 - 不过看起来比较没有那么心累。 因为老十是个大大咧咧的人，并没有老八的那番心思也没有老九的那般复杂。 看得顺眼多了 - 在他的文当中印象最为深刻的估计就是《十里琴歌》了。 在那之后我也看了十四爷的， 不过他的文就看得我很闹心。 最后索性不看了， 转而跑去看四四的文了。 在里头也有不少好文， 不过最喜欢的估计就是最近刚买回家了的《书虫在清朝的米虫生活》了吧。 故事轻松幽默， 百看不厌否则我也不可能花钱买回家收藏。 恩`。。。撇开清朝这个话题不提， 最近我也忙着看韩剧。 我终于把《原来是美男》看掉了， 也看了《为你摘星星》。 最近刚把《灰姑娘的姐姐》跟《贤内助女王》带回家看， 不过还没有怎么动到。 因为我被清穿文给拖住了。 为了看这些文跟韩剧，我已经有一段时间没有碰过其他小说了。 汗 。。。 看来我买回家的小说还有一段时间才会有心思去碰了。

sway right?! Lucky I am not the only one sick during CNY, Biyu is too ... And My aunt and cousin as well XDDD While I'm glad I'm not the only 'dao mei' one who is sick during this period of time, I am still rather sian that I can see all the CNY goodies and can't even eat them T.T My Bah Kwa !!!! I haven't had a slice of it then I'm sick liao T.T Now I'm having a sore throat, so jia lat ... T.T lucky still can talk lah ... spend the whole of today reading novels XDDD Am going to continue later :P

Arrived, they arrived !!! Am so happy and high, cause I get a chance to finally hold them ... :P Once I reached home, I spend 45 mins on them wrapping them up with manual book covers. No choice, odd size no free cover to take from shop :( So far only 书虫 I haven't get my hands on, since only 1 book came and I gave it to YuanJia first. So I wait for the next round lor :P I absolutely had the temptation to start reading them now, but ... I feared that I would get hooked and wanted the next book immediately following my finishing what I had on hand. So how leh? I flipped through the 沉月之钥 already, and just the intro written by 御我 makes me wanted to wait for a few more books before reading. Cause it seems quite nice to read ... 鬼王is interesting too, but so far only 1 book is out. Okay, so if I read this first ... I won't get too excited to get the next book since it hadn't even came out yet ... As for 黑灵, I haven't flipped yet ... so dunno. But I need to lend Biyu on ...

经过将近1年的奋斗，我终于把非关英雄系列的第3本看完了。 目前第4本也看到剩下不到一半了，估计来临的2月1日见到碧玉时就可以还给她了。 While returning her this two books, I'm gonna be lending her some of my collection as well including the new books that's gonna be arriving this Friday, namely tomorrow. At the same time, I'm borrowing from her 吾命3-5 as well XD Have been putting off the series for long enough liao, cause I've been focusing on 特传before and now 非关. So I gathered its' now time to focus on 吾命. I'm thinking of starting 学园物语over the new year, and if I can understand the story like Biyu's sister I might officially start and continue that series. Since 主角之书 is still with Jing, as well as 倒霉盗贼. Probably I'll start 桃源之药over the new year too ... then maybe book 2 of 风之王国 as well. If time allows it, 彩云国2 also ... I'll probably be finishing 非关4 by today... Let's see what books I can bring out together with 非关4 today ... :P

Okay, this is really really gonna be random and out of the blue ... but I realized, next time I better stick to taking photos with my webcam on my lappie. Why? Simple, because the process of transferring photos from my photo to my lappie took too bloody long, cause I can't seem to get my phone and lappie blue tooth function in sync. Transferring pictures from lappie to phone is easy enough, but not the other way round. I ended up having to post the pictures by linking to facebook first on my phone =_= Right, enough crap... let's look at my random pictures. My 东立轻小说collection The 史上第一妖series which I was talking about, the one which I only got 1 book out of the many :P My first series to be soon completed, 桃源之药 风之王国， the one other title which first catches my attention right after I bought 彩云国物语. 风之王国，前传 - 小说+漫画 A special combination of novel and comic, telling about the story of the main lead's loyal servant maid and knight. Ah.... This is the pictures of the gifts...

Why? Reason being, I actually cancel a certain no. of comics just to get my hands on the novels =_= I donated my set of 花与恶魔 to the shop, and am putting a temporary stop on my collection of comics, not all but at least a good whole 9 sets or so ... But I'm keeping my BL collection cause Jing is reading them. I stop my Kuroshitsuji, Bloody Monday S2, 足球骑士，天才麻将少女，彩云国漫画，少年刑警，草莓狂热，元气结神恋物语，可能还有一些不过我忘了。 阿！对了，还有鶺鴒女神 I'm stopping them, just for the sake of getting novels for the new year XDDD but 彩云漫画 one of these days I'm going to order via sea to complete them XD Novels wise, 桃源之药12 would be the ending ... I'm not gonna buy it yet, cause I still got book 8-11 at Jurong XDDD I finish 特传P2 volume 2 yesterday, and must wait till sat to get my hands on vol 3 via Biyu!!! Cause shop is pressing me to return part 2 , so I might as well borrow from biyu in future XDDD Later on , while I'm going to work ... I'm gonna start reading 非关英雄3 ... Have been putting it on hold long ...

Alright, I'm a hopeless case ... Despite the lack of money, I'm still going around looking at books and giving myself more temptations to give into. Although, I keep on emphasising on the fact that I do not want to get duplicated series which Jing or Biyu have on hand already ... I'm still finding it hard to resist the temptation - to get a particular series going by the name of 阎王的特别助理!!!!! Why? Simple! It's summary is simply too irresistable and alluring for me to ignore!!!! Well, alternatively speaking because Jing only had bk 1 ... and its' already out till bk 5 ... Well, add in the fact that I am very much interested in the series, you get the point ^_^;; Hm...m... aside from the title I just mentioned, I have several other titles in mind to possibly get too ... For example, the below: 1. 禁忌之子 (Till bk 2 for now...) 2. 黑灵幻事帖 (Till bk 8 End) 3. 阎王的特别助理 (bk 1 - 5 currently), and Jing has bk 1 of it ... So how? I also dunno, I can only says ... I know what to ...

Hi to everyone out there, (though I doubt there's anyone whom bothered to follow my blog ... since it's usually half-dead :P) Welcome to the year 2011!!!! A whole new year with hopes and aspirations! It's now a time to move forward, with new resolutions in life. Though, I had not much new year resolutions to speak of - if anything, its' to pass my Grade 2 Flute practical taking place soon, and hopefully get to clear off my Grade 5 theory, so I can spend my money only on the flute practical :P On my wishlist, there's now a new item going by the name of 'Portable DVD player' :) At least, that's what I hope I'll be able to get within this year ^_^ Like I say, New Year deserves a New Look! So I hope you people noticed that I had changed the banner on top of my blog entries!!! It used to be Athrun Zala, but now its' the SunKnight!!!! Wu Ming Qi Shi!!!! 吾命骑士！！！ I was just taking a look at my books collection last night, and I was going @_@ cause I ...

Alright, this blog had been half-dead over the past few months but worry not, I'm still very much alive am just lazy to update the blog... As I mentioned earlier, I left YKAT and went back to AZ. Previously, in the month of Aug and Sep I was stationed at Clementi outlet. Then in Oct, I was transferred back to Jurong to handle the ordering job which I used to do. It takes me a few weeks to get accustomed back to my old field. Nonetheless, I survived it through. Also in Oct, the clementi outlet finally makes its' move into the shopping mall opposite of their old site - West Coast Plaza. Seeing as I've been shifted to the Jurong outlet, I hadn't had a chance to visit its' new location yet. Nov came by and passed, and now its' already the year-end December. This upcoming monday, the ordering "office" so called will be shifted to our Tanjong Pagar outlet. So over the past few days, I've been bringing home alot of barang barang .... and will slowl...

Have officially taken over the updating of the AZ Comics Blog today, Bedok side wanna do a website, shall leave it to them ... whereas I'll be updating the blog in the shop cause Bedok keep on changing the password to the acct. Since Guoshi nv log out from the acct in clementi shop, I can only update the blog using the I.E over at the shop, and I signed up for a new email acct for clementi shop itself ... In order to access it without signing out of the old acct, such that we do not lose the access to the blogger site for AZ comics ... I've downloaded a new browser, Mozilla Firefox in Clementi. So that, we could keep both gmail acct logged in ... Have updated last week's arrival yesterday afternoon, today I've done some modifications to the banner of the blog ... resize, and add in coral seaweed into the banner using online photo editor as we have no photoshop yet ... Change the layout again ... Then today, in the shop we sorted out alot of the MY novels ... and tomor...

This blog is almost dead, for I had not been updating for months ... So I finally decided to update something here. 1st of all, I resigned from my job as admin assistant for YKAT towards the end of July. My last day with them was 14 Aug, and therefore I am now a free 'girl' again ^_^ 2nd of all, I went back to my previous company - AZ Lifestyle Pte Ltd. I would be re-joining them officially next month, 1 Sep over at the Ginza outlet. Currently, I am working part-time for them. So far I've covered for Bedok on 8 Aug, and then subsequently on sundays for Ginza between 6pm to 9 pm. Then on 19 Aug, I covered Ginza for the whole day and I would be doing so too for the upcoming monday as well. Starting upcoming week, I would be helping out at the Ginza store in the morning for packing purposes. Namely, because the shop would be moving into West Coast Plaza soon. Most likely sometime next month. Anyway, news had it that Miss A might be coming back soon ... Thought of it make...

Yesterday, 19 of June ... XH, Shuhua & Evelyn went Taiwan ... and they will be back only this upcoming Thursday. Sigh, tomorrow is a day whereby I will be at work with no sms pal available T.T Anyway, 19 of June is also my first time out with my colleagues after work, sometime at night. We went clubbing, at Zirca Clark Quay, At first they wanna go Zouk but Zouk is having an event so we switch venue. Of course, Boss' son is the one whom pay for the cover charges for us all :P When we reach it was still early, so we went TCC for coffee. Over there, I chatted with YN about GS/GSD events ^^ I left the place with Debbie and Terence, as well as Xiao Feng ... XF went chinatown after leaving the pub, and I went home alone in a cab. Thank god, one whole row of available cabs is along that area ... so going home is not a problem. Reach home about 12.45am ... and went to bed almost immediately. Overall, its' a nice trip ... and quite a memorable event. In terms of studies wise, I f...

I've waited so bloody long for this precious resting day ^_^ Company just employed new driver, our previous driver resigned ... Am glad that I managed to clear at least the work for this week ^_^ Shan't think about Monday, for I do not want to spend my off-day fretting over the possibility of how hectic the new week might be ... Today after work, I went to Jurong AZ instead of the Ginza outlet. Bought the June issue of the 'Ke Mi Zhi' and borrowed several books :) Talk with Jamie a bit, and as usual I self-service down there lor :P William is there as well ^_^ lucky this time he never try to 'brag' about how good AZ is ... and all that, else I think I would roll my eyes thrice and more ... Because my time spend at Jurong AZ is so wonderful that I am late for my flute class ^^;; Well, I'll be sure to control myself next week ... and hopefully, I won't be late for lesson again ^^

Bad start of week, this has been. 1st, I am sick ... heaven knows how long this illness will continue to harass me ... 2nd, I hate my bro. Just because he spills water onto his lappie, he had to blame my pc table for being too small... argh!!! I could scream just at the thought of it, then he proceed to rant and rave about the cabinets/cupboard in our house. Then he muttered something about wanting to throw them all out =_= Then today, he actually vandalized our own house living's room wall by writing 'I hate this home' in Chinese =_= If he hated this place, then he might as well scoot off and stop ranting and raving about how he wanted to throw things out and buy new ones, why waste his own money on some place whereby he had claimed to be hating !!! Grrr!!!! 3rd, stress level at work is at its peak again =_= Dump in the fact that I am sick, and when boss hurried me ... I'm a little distracted, and cock things up... kenna a lecture from him ... T.T (I really wanted to s...

Hectic start to another week, this morning started out slow ... then progresses on to a faster pace work schedule. 2 more pending orders to add on to the list, just the thought of it makes me frown. Thankfully, I managed to get some filing done today ... but still, tomorrow I need to go in early again =_= cause I still had some documents to sort and certain accessories to take ... Sian, dun wanna think about it liao. Am currently waiting patiently and earnestly for XH to give me a call to update me about her interview at the Quek Industrial Building today :P She says she will call me tonight one, so I am patiently waiting for her ^_^ Today's pay-day!!! Wee! hm..m.. 13 days already earned what I would earn while working 1 month with AZ on part-time basis ^_^ Happy, but still am tired from the workload ... Oh, did I ever mentioned about me dreading Monday, Wednesdays and Thursdays?! Dreaded Mondays - because of Monday's Blues ... Wednesday, because of school at night and I would ...