Too lazy to log in to LJ...

I'll update at LJ later on tomorrow morning. So I'm using blogger now. ^^;;

I'd watched 5 episodes of 'Wind- A breath of Heart'... and re-watch 3 episodes of Bleach at my friend's house. I let her use my ID to get the 'Bleach' anime she desires ^^;; but had no idea where to get them...

^_^ Shall continue and help her download onto her PC tomorrow morning. Most likely, if nothing crops up again... I'll be back home tomorrow night XD sleeping in my own bed ^__^;;

Let's hope we received something from the interested parties for our project... Else, we really need to cry with Mr. Zainal T_T

Sore-Ja! Mata ashita ne ^^

Heaven played a cruel joke on us... T_T

Previously, I'd mention about being happy that my Events Mgt project is nearly completed ... isn't it?

It seems that fate had decided to play a cruel trick on my team... Just when we got nearly about everything settled and done with... and the deadline for submitting the proposal to the school was like 4 days away... Yesterday, we received a dreadful email from the company which 'so-called' agreed to the event the other day when we went over to visit them-- that they're busy with several projects and was unable to make it to the event.

Grrz.... *gritted teeth in frustration* If they are busy and weren't able to make it, they should have said that they are not making any positive guarantee... Yet, the reaction from them were anything but negative, if they'd hinted us earlier that they might not be able to make it ... we'll be able to search for alternative earlier... But they simply had to tell us at the very last minute... so what is my team going to do?

I'm irritated to the core now... I simply felt so de-motivated... My team are going to skip all classes (save the elective) today and search for an alternative... WE have like 96 hours to come out with a possible solution... This is so shitty.... *grrz*

I'll be off to Kakashi's sensei place in a while... my mom would kill me alive if she discovered my truancy... -_-();; First time skipping class since I entered ITE...

Well... heck care, my team are not in the mood of studying today as well... Hopefully, we can come out with a good solution by the end of today... Else, death is awaiting us ....

... Meme... kena tagged by Kakashi

Before this, I updated an entry in my LJ... (A rant )

Now back to Meme, but before this, Kakashi-sensei, Just get the borders of the coverpage done A.S.A. P but if realli no inspirations then just do a simple one XD ^^;; no need to be so stressed xD so long the coverpage got our logo can liao xD

RULES OF THE GAME:
1. Post five weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. at the end of your post, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their bloG and tell them to read your blog for rules.5 things?

1. I'm strange/weird...whatever you can describe... My computer is my lifeline... it's my hubby XDDD Really!!! I love my PC a lot... I will die without my PC, it contains all my fics/stories/poems written over the years...all my beautiful wallpapers of my animes series... All my fav. animes songs/videos/anime itself XDD I would die without it...

2. I roleplay a lot... I roleplay in RL even XDDD

3. If my PC is my hubby, then my Mangas is my 'QingFu' XDDD ^_^;; my gigolo... cannot survive without them as well XDDDDD

4. Everytime I'm sad/crying... I will retreated into my 'muses' room... and sobbed my heart out in my beloved 'onii-chan' arms... ^^;; Usually, it's Fuji Syusuke XD or Yuuta XDD They're my beloved brothers in my 'muses' room/land/world XDD ^_^ I'm 'Fuji Yuuko, dearest sister of theirs xD That's why I would go to sleep early whenever I'm upset... I'll cry myself to bed and have the two bros comfort me xDDD ^__^ I slept with Fuji Syusuke nii the whole of last night XD ^_^ *ish satisfied* now XD

5. I'm a LJ freak, I check LJ daily xd will die without it XD ^_^

I tagged:
Zabini_87 (Xinhui) - nv update blog one...
Evelyn - but I dunno her blog
Jac (If she got look at this blog) xDD
Shinigami Yumi
Ruji

Need to get things off my chest

I debate over which blog to post this in... finally decided here, as no point posting it in LJ--where it's friends-only, after all, this is meant to be a public post ...

To people who read this open blog: You know who you are, not naming names...

Few things to say...

1. Heart-felt apologies going out to my team members... you know who you are... Next time, if there's a need to... go ahead and 'slap' me or punch me on the head... I'll make sure that I listen to what you said...

I'm slow in reading people's thoughts. I would know if one is upset, but I'll never know which is the one that triggered it off... -_-() I usually brought up more than 1 issues... so I wouldn't know which is the ticking bomb.

2. I likes to rush and finished things in advanced, I don't like to take time and do them slowly... It makes me brood like a 'BITCH' (I used this term ...I know I am One)... and makes me thinks too much -- temper bad...

Apologies again, if you think I'm being negative... but the truth is...I'm impatient and simply want to get things done fast.

3. Team members -- if you've got anything to vent/say/rant... Go ahead... Irregardless how you wanna do it -- blog/phone/comments... go on, or if you want EMAiL... I'll listen and try to clarify.... Please do not keep them from the members or keep it to yourself... I don;t like people keeping things away from me... It makes me feel unwelcome and negative... sooner or later, I'll try to distance myself away from you guys thinking that your life would be better off without me.... Please don't make me go back to what I was before... I don't like the feeling... and to be honest... I hated it...


I treasure our friendship more than anything-- please do tell me straight in the face or put it where I can see it, not going around telling anyone else and keep it from me. I want to know it in advanced, not after everyone else. I would prefer it if we can arrange for a session and just rant/said/vent whatever we want to say to one another in a closed off area, then we did the same for one another. No secrets between us -- I meant in terms of our concepts of one another/projects or anything else. I certainly don't mean the family matter. That one, you can keep it as a secret.

I certainly don't mean to stab anyone, if you felt that way-- tell me!!! I'm not good with words, sometimes it meant something else... so please always clarify it with me and not assuming it in your own way.

That's all I'd wanted to say...