Torrent of Emotions ...

Like I say, I'm restless. .. dun know why though... A lot of things are kinda on my mind, kept on running away from reality. Looks like fic progress might be going well ^^;; watching more animations at times to run away from the reality that JPAE results is coming out in 9 days time ... With each passing day, my inner turmoil increases.

I swear if I get anything else other than my first choice, I'll appeal for a change in schools or courses >_< ... If its' second or third choice, i might be able to persuade myself to live with it ... but if its; 4-5 choice ... I'll no doubt be appealing for a change in courses and schools. Now I'm yearning for NP so much >_<

I will no doubt be calling XH later on in the afternoon to chat >_< need to keep talking with someone before I go crazy ... >_<

She checked with her friend whom teaches piano at Christofori and that friend of hers' told her that she also teaches privately, one to one session (provided going over to her place) 45 mins per session, and 60dollars per month. I told XH that I'm going to think it over and gave her a reply - in time ... I guess, I'll inform her of my decision after the JPAE results came out =_=();; I dun wanna make myself even more stress at this point of time ...

I wanna go NP so much that sleeping had become a chore for me ... >_< my mind is always so messed up that my sleep are getting more and more messy especially with the confusing dreams that kept on popping out of nowhere, on a nightly basis. Well, that does help with my fics progress I guess ... >_<

However, other than that, it only increased my weariness ... >_< Even the mood for roleplaying and chatting online were affected to a certain extent ... >_<

Restless ...

10 more days to march 7 - whereby the JPAE results would be out ... I'm so restless recently, well ... fics are still coming along, I guess ^^;;

I'm now regretting why I did not increase the no. of courses that I picked for NP. I wanted to go into NP so much now >_<

*Pray hard* - Get into NP, 1st choice successfully >_< Would kill me if I enter my last choice T.T *Hug a tree*

Shuhua and Eve-chan went off to Taiwan!!! Due to restlessness, I usually went off to XH place or call her up recently >_< My phone bill had an increase last month, and thus - I lose my 40 bucks to my mother, paying her back for the extra usage >_<

Felt like wanting to learn piano leh ... but like that, i must pay fees myself ... Depending on my financial status, might have to go find part-time liao >_< But I dun wanna leave my net and pc leh ... *sigh* take one step at a time, and see what happen lah... >_<

Anyway, am going with XH to the music school and check out the pricing ... ^^;; *Then depending on my financial ability ...* and see if i wanna take up the course immediately, or to wait for a bit... ^^;;

*Wondering if I should head off to XH's place again, today >_<*

JPAE again ...

Right, below are my JPAE options chosen accordingly.

1. Accounting (NP)
2. Banking & Finance (NYP)
3. Accountancy (NYP)
4. Marketing (NYP)
5. Integrated Events Managament (RP)

XH and I, practically picked the same Diploma courses and polytechnics. ^^;; Shuhua, picked the following - though, I'm not so sure about her ranking of them - that is...

- Digital Media Design (SP)
- Accounting (NP)
- Business IT (NP)
- Intergrated Events Management (RP)
- Banking & Finance (NP)

Anyway, after the JPAE application - we initially headed over to Lot1 for K-box, only to realized that it was closed for renovation ... =_=() Then we ended up taking the train to Jurong East, for the K-box down there. Over there, Shuhua applied for the free membership card using the coupon that we had somehow gotten our hands on - when I went with XH the previous week.

After the K-box session, we went our separate ways. Shuhua headed back home, immediately while XH and I went for dinner at KFC ... and after which, went back to Hobbypoint for a look. Then we went home by taking bus 160 ^^;; I also bought the lip-balm of Skittles Raspberry Starburst from SH at her place, when we went over for the JPAE application.

Tomorrow, XH and I will be heading over to Orchard to buy the Animedia magazine - and after that, shall proceed over to her place for some tarot reading ^^;; >_< must bring oranges again ... Sweatdrop ...

Decisions, Decisions ...

Tomorrow is the start of the JPAE application period, I've decided on the following choices depending on the number of choices we are being allowed per application.

1. Accounting (NP)
2. BFS (NYP)
3. Marketing (NYP)*
4. Integrated Events Management (RP)
5. HR with Psychology (SP)*

Do note that those with '*' sign may be removed from list of choices, depending on the number of choices allowed for us to pick. The release of the posting results would come out at 7 March.

At the same time, I'm planning to apply for the Full-time Financial Diploma course being offered by the SIM as well. Just in case, that the JPAE results came out as negative. Either case, I'll still have to approach the bank for loan. The only difference was the amount of money that I intend to loan from the bank.

Shall head off and prepare for the documents required now ... cya!